The Daily Tumble
Hello There!
Thank you for dropping by! I am Rajat Arora, and this is my tumblog. I normally blog at Talking Talking.
Here, I (try to) post daily about the mundane stuff that happens to me. Its mostly text, so you'll have to bear with all that reading. :P
-
Sometimes, it feels that something is not quite right. You kinda get to know about it, for it smolders deep inside your heart… Burning away slowly.. painfully.
I still don’t know whether I was right in doing what I did two summers ago. The proposal must have been a surprise for her, and an unpleasant one at that. Whatever I was feeling was supposed to reside in me, but I chose to pour it out… and that too in front of an unlikely audience. I should have atleast planned it better. I should have waited for atleast a single signs of reciprocation before plunging forward into the abyss.
I still don’t know if she has forgiven me or not. Though we talk, and we can be termed as friends, but…
The point is that I haven’t been able to bring about the topic to talk about. It is an unwritten, and unacknowledged rule between us that talking about this particular fiasco of the past is a taboo.
But I think I’ll just have to do it… There aren’t any alternatives.
